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Date:2004-12-06 01:42
Subject:life
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Mood: depressed

There are sometimes moments in life which are beyond control.there are some moments when you dont want to live .everyone croses that moment.life has given me something much more beyond my expectations but many unwelcomed things.i never demanded much from life but leave.
Vinay today told me "if you have not done your work you have done a crime .i called you from bhubaneshwar to do my work and not to see your face.you are an employee in office .i am concerned with my work ." Good thoughts

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Date:2004-10-05 14:01
Subject:love
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Mood:creative

there are somethings in life which happens and we dont understand what is happening.but there are sometimes when things happens because we want them to happen.well sometimes things are not under our control .God is there.

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Date:2004-09-16 06:03
Subject:love
Security:Public
Mood: cheerful

things changes when u fall in love.its a nice experience and it feels good when u marry the person whom u love that is u got ur love at last.
bye rashmi

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Date:2004-06-30 15:41
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yesterday ie 29th june vinay said that i wasted his time after 7:00 o clock.i think i should not drag vinay in everything and give more free space to him .from next time i will go out alone and he always says you cannot do anything without my help i think i should do something regarding this i dont want to depend on any one .i am and will become indepent now.

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Date:2004-06-10 08:04
Subject:life
Security:Public
Mood:awake

i am currently in bbsr and not enjoying much.vinay missing u.bye

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Date:2004-06-05 23:54
Subject:no personal life
Security:Public
Mood:creative

i Rashmi Priya take over the charge of vinayRas Infotech today full flegedly and i will handle all my responsibilities efficiently without bringing in emotions in between.i mean no love,no vinay,and no emotions.vinayRas Infotech is my dream and i will fulfill it.i have to answer my dad also.God you are my strength stay with me.keep your hands above me.show me the right path.i will walk on that. life teaches you a lot i learned todat.life is a greatest leveller.

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Date:2004-05-23 01:02
Subject:My life.
Security:Public
Mood: calm

God has given me this life to do sewa of others and do something for my parents and sisters and vinay who needs me .he has not given me this life for myself but for others .i realise this and i give my life for them and their happiness.i wont demand anything and expect nothing.i will create my life by myself .idont want to create further problems for vinay.i leave every decision regarding my life to God but will shape by career with his blessings and by myself and with his grace.

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Date:2004-05-15 11:32
Subject:my life as i see
Security:Public
Mood: hopeful

life has many phases.i realise it today.the one with whom we are attached gives us more pains and sorrows.today is saturday .i joined vinayRas Infotech on 28 th march but still no progressive changes in me.vinay says he cannot do spoon feeding.many things in this office are not understandable to me.how will i learn and cooperate is a big question.but yes i am learning.and if nothing goes correct what will i do. i will set everything right in this ofice .yes i can.and i will. no relationships and no feelings.yes now i am ready to face the challenge.i will lead them.lets see the consequences.vinay is never satisfied with my work and this dissatisfaction has created problems in my life.i dont know what but i can feel it still not realise it .my life is ------- .i will do my work .my dream vinayRas Infotech to touch the sky for everyone.ok bye.

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Date:2004-04-30 20:57
Subject:my life today
Security:Public
Mood: sad

its 9:05 am now.i am very sad now.my.dad has retired today.he is sad today.i can feel that and i can also feel the tension within him .many things start and comes to an end but its we people who want to stick with the past.i want to accept the reality but i cant.i know my papa and understand him and i know he is sad .i can and will help him.everybody says "ab tumhara ya batchpana kab jayaga" handle your responsibilities.now i take over my responsibility and give away my childhood days.

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Date:2004-04-27 20:53
Subject:
Security:Public
Mood: cheerful

i am in nagpur and today is 26th . man nahi lag raha .i saw a mirage when i went to ramtek.i am happy here with vinay.i am thankful to god for this.

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Date:2004-03-30 18:45
Subject:love
Security:Public
Mood: cheerful

i am in nagpur today.enjoying life and working with my sweetheart vinay.his presence adds life to my soul.i am thinking of doing.something here.hope i am successful.i have to prove myself here.GOD bless me.

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Date:2004-02-23 07:34
Subject:
Security:Public
Mood: calm

hi rashmi here from past few days my health was not fine .vinay supported me a lot.if he wont have given mental support i would have been heart broken because i needed mental support.he always listens to whatever i say and never reacts .i love him i really love him a lot and want to be with him always.life with him is sweet because he is my sweetheart.love u a lot.

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Date:2004-02-19 17:36
Subject:life
Security:Public
Mood: calm

i amiled aparna didi she said if vinay cannot understand the situation and cannot marry u .u can do what ur parents want.now i can take my decision.its in vinays hand whether to accept my proposal or reject it.well lets hope for the best and move on because nothing is going to stand with u .look forward in life and move on.god will take care of u and the rest of things.may god bless u .love u dad.

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Date:2004-02-17 18:05
Subject:life
Security:Public
Mood: calm

jinagi me har kisi ko kush rakhna kitna mushquil hai.aaj mai is baat ko jaan payi hoo.vinay aur papa kisi ek ko chunna hai.vinay meri manzil hai lekin mujhe apna ghar bhi dekhna haih .mera papa ka koi beta nahi hai.vinay to apna maa baap ke liya hai lekin mera papa ke liya koi nahi hai.wo bahut akele haivinay is cheez ko realise nahi karta .vinay mtp ko le kar itna pareshaan kyon hai.aaj main bahut dukhi hoon .jeena hi nahi chahti hoon .mujhe bahut phikr hai mera maa baap ko shambalna bhagwaan kyon ki sayad ab main apni jindagi se bahut mayoos ho chooki hoon.main na to vinay ko kush raakh payee aur na to apna pita ko.kyon jiyo kiske liya jiyo koi tamanna nahi hai.main sab ki jindagi se jaa rahi hoon.bye papa.

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Date:2004-02-16 13:33
Subject:sunday
Security:Public
Mood: amused

dad called me .he said he wants me to work outside and not in vinayras .i have to take a decision.why dad said this i dont know but what to do.ok i will take a decision .vinay and dad both r east and west which can never meet i have realised this what to do.i always face this situation why i dont know.i dont want to hurt any of them but now i have to take a decision.i will .i will .i have decided yes i will be with vinay.what is there in my dads mind i dont know but want to know. but he should realise that there is one truth that i love vinay.

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Date:2004-02-14 12:48
Subject:
Security:Public
Mood: chipper

its valentines day and i am alone in bbsr without vinay.misssing him a lot.seeing everyone moving with their boy friends.ok but i am here for a noble cause that is studies hope we r together on 14th feb 2005 holding each others hand.love u ,misssing u,kisses for u.

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Date:2004-02-12 17:12
Subject:
Security:Public
Mood:determined

i slept in class and got caught 2 times.well again a boring class.but i have to bear this for some more months.and life with vinay is as it is no change.but yes now i know my responsibilities towards vinay and my family .i will fulfill everyones dreams.missed days spend with vinay in puri.thought about him in the whole class from 2 to 5 pm.love u sweetheart.

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Date:2004-02-11 12:58
Subject:
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Mood: calm

my lif same .but yes one improvement .now after vinays sayings i am concentrating a lot on vinayras infotech.i am taking interest in work now.i will take vinayras infotech to the sky now.

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Date:2004-02-10 08:30
Subject:life
Security:Public
Mood: depressed

i am very sad and lonely today fought with vinay.we argued a lot and now i think life has to take its turn.i can feel it hope everything goes fine .its true i love vinay but he should not treat me like this.if i go away from everyones life will that solve everyones problem.if yes then lets look forward.i cried a lot yesterday.his words hurt me though he doesnt realise this.he says i dont care for him.and a whole lot of things ,i am frustrated now with my health problems and life.want to die.no more dreams to fulfill and live.

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Date:2004-02-09 12:29
Subject:
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Mood: calm

i love u vinay

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